I don't know when this started, this feeling about trying to be air. I think that I've always showed my false side, the one THEY WANTED TO SEE. But I think that deep inside, I wanted to be invisible. Let's say the truth, HE NEVER LOOKED AT ME; so why to make plans about a life that HE WASN'T included?. Shit. He is really perfect you know? But he looked at the others, never at me. He kissed me once, yes, he did, but. JUST ONCE, and never again. I want to dissapear or be NICE for him. be perfect.